I'm Jack, a 21 year-old male nerd. And I hate mankind as a species. If I'm not furiously masturbating my cock clean off my crotch, then I'm either playing Pokémon, some retro RTS, blasting music, or on Tumblr, reblogging and passing judgement over things that really don't need judgement passing over them. Disclaimer: The views portrayed in this blog are pretty fucking worthless in the grander scheme of the internet.
If there’s anything I can do to help Jack, I’m here if you need me
Appreciate the comment, I feel like I need everyone, but I don’t have many people.
And I probably need to see a therapist but it costs money, a counselor just doesn’t do it. They listen too much and don’t say anything of any value
I need deep conversations about how shit life can be, but that’s the last thing I want to bombard any of my friends with. I mean, who wants to hang around with someone who doesn’t get much enjoyment out of anything anymore, no matter how hard he tries?
I have a thing called depersonaisation sometimes (google it), and its quite disturbing. Like I’m on autopilot and my head is just too traumatized to take control
I’m trying so hard but I’m making such slow progress with people, they’re normally off ding new things with new people with more energetic and confident personalities, whereas I just sit and think and daydream most of the time
But I like that part of me, I’m just not content on having fun all the time, I need to know what thoughts and feelings are all about, and discuss them with people
My dad once told me a story about when he was in a similar position as I am in now, looking for work. Because he left ‘uni’ the 1980s recession, and he remembers a time when he walked along the Lees in Shields just crying because he didn’t know where he was going in life
I’m treated like a five-year-old far too often. Certain people need to realise that I am my own person and that if I’m to make my way in life, that I have to be left to my own devices. Yeah, sometimes the way I behave is a little unorthodox and clumsy, but I don’t deserve to be put down because of it. It just reminds me too much of Whitburn, and how I was just tossed aside as a pathetic unpopular piece of shit that didn’t fit in anywhere
Dammit, there are people like me out there. But we;re all too awkward and divisive to look for each other and try to interact
Well, that’s this months work experience over, now what…?
Another week or so flinging applications at jobs I’ll never want and watch as my life steadily goes downhill, whilst my dad battles with me because of it
I feel like crying so motherfucking hard, but my meds are blocking up my tear ducts and now I’m scared I’m gonna bottle things up and then just take it out on someone who gets on my wick even slightly
I am so fragile now, like don’t even test me. Don’t tease me. Don’t mention my past, seriously don’t make anything personal because I’m so fucking close, I swear to most Gods
i wonder if liverpool will wait for us to beat chelsea before they send a thank you note?
lol I wouldn’t be surprised if they’d paid us to do this tonight an all
do not fall in love with people like me.
i will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. i will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. and when i leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.
I rolled my eyes so hard, I got a strike
Hey, at least we’re fighting for survival
Man City must be fucking sick of seeing us
Can we get Justin Bieber married to Arya next and let GRRM go all Thronesy up in that shit?
Just had to google ‘as opposed to’ to avoid saying ‘as supposed to’ and looking like a person who doesn’t know how to do the looky thing at the books
I’M ACTUALLY A REALLY NICE PERSON IM JUST USED TO BEING WALKED ALL OVER AND DISRESPECTED SO SOMETIMES I COME OFF AS MEAN BUT I JUST CANT LET PEOPLE TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME AND I HAD TO GROW UP REALLY FAST OK BUT I PROMISE I HAVE A GOOD HEART AND GOOD INTENTIONS AND I DONT WANT TO EVER HURT PEOPLE’S FEELINGS BUT SOMETIMES I JSUT HAVE TO HAVE THE UPPER HAND AND MAKE SURE I DONT GET HURT IM SORR YI LOVE EVERYONE
SOMEBODY FUCKING SAID IT
i took a game of thrones quiz and got house lannister. excuse me while i go throw thyself off a bridge
why, are you getting married?
I hope at the obviously inevitable wedding of Olena Redwyne and Tywin Lannister (because for this time only, I’m an OTPer now), that the reanimated corpse of Ned Stark is killed